♥ i can't imagine me without you.

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile,
I check you out.
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you to know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

spying assholes (:

fakheerah also known as fuckeerah(?)
msn: cute_girls912@hotmail.com
iam-fcukeerah_x3@hotmail.com

don't like this blog, fcuk off.

♥ ERU
♥ JUSTIN BIEBER
♥ USHER
♥ NE-YO
♥ JESSE MCCARTNEY
♥ HAIZAD IMRAM
♥ LEWIS HAMILTON
♥ MICHAEL PHELPS
♥ ian poar
♥ aqil
♥ youde
♥ teckheng
♥ ian chow
♥ jowin
♥ verity
♥ bernice
♥ heli

not in any particular order.

♥ iPod Nano-Chromatic (lime green)
♥ Samsung i900 Omnia

they're-definitely here
aisha
benjamin
boonkiat
cami
eeni
eileen
eric
fairuz
farizuan
hanyza
heli
hidayu
ian
jaslyn
jeanne
jialing
jiayi
jonathan
jowin
justinlok
kennethlim
menghui
mingchuan
mr ong
rachelchia
racheltan
ruiyin
sahira
sarah
shazwani
silvia
simone
sinwei
shihui ong (ex-yuying)
shihui ong (2A '09)
shihui tay
syahirah
syuhada
taufiq
thngjay
venice
wengguan
wilson
yingyun
youde
zhaoyuan

they-aren't here
andy
anthonywong
bernice
bryan
fara
junjun
peinee
verity
weihong
wilson
yujie
zul

me-and myself
derrickhoh
crunchyroll
facebook
friendster
imeem
my milk toof
youtube
photobucket

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♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009

i'm sick.

my birthday had been quite okay. it's quite better than last year. new handphone. some people finally remembered. and stuff. had the best ict training ever that day, right mr cliff? (eh, better than celebrating at home what) :D
nevermind if it wasn't the best. at least i know it wasn't the worst (:

i've been sick since 31 oct. i remember it wasn't bad at first. just began on 1st november. oh, that was reonaldo's birthday. he wasn't so bad as i thought afterall. hehe. but i was feeling all tired and weak. so i slept early. i remember my temperature was 39.8. now, i don't know o.o haha. it did wory my mum. (sorry)

someone tell me to stop writing short sentences ._.
~ i'm lazy to blog!

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream,
and pretend that it's not hurting me.

the one time i fell for you, i swore i would always love you.
but this time, i think it'd be impossible to do so again.

her tears dropped silently at 7:56 PM

tomorrow's my birthday. i know no one will sms (those i remember their birthdays, anyway, and those "good friends" i have), there's attire check for sec 2s and ICT Training for 2C. and, i don't really get a celebration for my birthday. it's okay *sniff* *sniff* no, really. it's the same every year, you know. never had a birthday cake, no presents (except that year when i had tuition in primary 3) then nothing. it's nic to know people might remember at school anyhow. nevermind. i'm just so sorry to those i forgot to wish on their birthdays, okay.

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream,
and pretend that it's not hurting me.

the one time i fell for you, i swore i would always love you.
but this time, i think it'd be impossible to do so again.

her tears dropped silently at 8:29 PM

i. am. bored.

my birthday is coming. still no phone. i have nothing much to do. i don't really care about my birthday anymore. i'll just go to my nephew's birthday later. i wish my brothers and sisters would be so nice as that. justin bieber rocks.

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream,
and pretend that it's not hurting me.

the one time i fell for you, i swore i would always love you.
but this time, i think it'd be impossible to do so again.

her tears dropped silently at 11:42 AM

HELLO!

i'm back. i don't wanna update really. but, okay. uhh, i failed my maths and science, but passed overall. and my DEAR ~~FRIEND~~ can't appreciate that he got better than me. tch, can go express can already ma. i also lazy wan talk to you lor. like ppl try cheer you up also dun wan say anything. just bad mood. BAD MOOD. BAD MOOD! we say you can do it, you don't believe in yourself. what do you think? it'll work when you stop believing? when you believe, and work hard (until got grey hair, no la :x), it will definitely push you up. it's because you didn't believe that you didn't pass.

i, i, just can't forget him :c

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream,
and pretend that it's not hurting me.

the one time i fell for you, i swore i would always love you.
but this time, i think it'd be impossible to do so again.

her tears dropped silently at 12:03 PM

see, new thingy.

i'm lazy to put more songs. after exam maybe.
oh ya. there's video there. but you can't see it much.
only half. so, wth. watch if you want to.
i'm sure if you don't watch there won't be much regrets.

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream,
and pretend that it's not hurting me.

the one time i fell for you, i swore i would always love you.
but this time, i think it'd be impossible to do so again.

her tears dropped silently at 12:24 PM